Oscar winner Angelina Jolie, who recently discussed her past drug addiction on 60 Minutes, lights up the Dec. 12, 2011 cover of Newsweek.
In the issue, Jolie, 36, talks about her new war drama In the Land of Blood and Honey and her decade-long work as a United Nations ambassador.
Drug Abuse, Depression & Suicidal Thoughts
In her teens and early twenties, Angelina admits she was self-destructive, experimenting with drugs and going through bouts of severe depression.
“I knew little about the world and I was completely self-absorbed,” says Jolie.
Angelina has openly spoken of her teenage self-loathing, which led to cutting herself with knives, her fascination with death (and even considered a career as a funeral director), thoughts of suicide, and undefined feelings of frustration.
Looking back on this period in 2003, she explained:
“I used to think I was unstable, because I had this thirst for something. I could never figure out what it was.
I couldn’t sleep at night, and I always wanted to be somewhere else, and I have a window tattooed, this little box, and it’s because wherever I was, I wanted to be somewhere else. And I always saw myself — wherever I was in life — staring out the window.”
In 2001, Jolie was named the Goodwill Ambassador for the United Nations High Commission for Refugees (UNHCR).
‘Humanitarian Work Has Made Me a Better Person’
Since then, she has visited UNHCR refugee operations in the Balkans, Sierra Leone, Namibia, Tanzania, Kenya, Cambodia, Thailand, Pakistan and Ecuador. The experience completely changed her outlook.
“I’ve become a better human being,” Jolie has said. “I’ve learned the strength of the human spirit.
Angelina, who’s set to make her directorial debut in the drama In the Land of Blood and Honey, still has an edgy side, but having a happy home life has curbed it.
“I’m still a bad girl,” she says. “I still have that side of me. It’s just in its place now. It belongs to Brad…or our adventures.”
In the Land of Blood and Honey hits theaters Dec. 23, 2011.
Source: Examiner.com
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